I miss my baby Bella Jade..

I Miss her. I do. I cant help but be sad. I miss my Isabella. I miss her smile. I miss her laugh. I miss her waking me up in the morning to watch our morning Spongebob. I miss our coloring together. I miss her saying "You get what you get and you don't throw a fit." I miss her famous question "Mommy will you dream about me tonight?" I miss her always wanting to be with the adults instead of the kiddies. Before she left she asked me if I was going to dream about her while she was gone. I was already so sad that she was going I almost cried. Baby I'll dream about you even when I'm awake!! I miss her skin and her hugs.I miss what we call BIG KISSES. She's not gone forever, no, but in total she is gone on Winter Vacation with her dad for 11 days..SIGH!!! Yes 11 days.. UGH!!! ;). She will be back Monday and I cant wait. I cant wait to squeeze her and love on her and baby if you could hear this silent shout "I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH." Have fun and see you soon.